Because I was teaching on a provisional certification, I was required to fulfill my educational requirements within three years. I needed about four classes in the ed school in order to be certified. I did not meet the requirements, taught my three years and left for greener pastures. I confess that the main reason I did that was stubborn pride. I had worked hard to become an expert in my subject area. Not many high school Spanish teachers have Master's degrees. I do. I also spent quite a bit of time at KU learning how to teach. I took classes through the Spanish department and worked on committees with other TAs. Truthfully, I was indignant that the state wanted me to waste time and money on something I had already proven I knew how to do. So, I took a break from teaching and went to work at Mary Washington Hospice until Mia was born.
When we moved to Houston, I saw an ad for the local community college. I met the chair of the modern languages department who originally hired me to teach ESL. While I truly enjoyed my ESL students and their phenomenal work ethic, I opted to take only Spanish classes after that. I have taught almost every semester since.
I ask myself sometimes why it gives me such satisfaction to be employed as an adjunct professor. It's not the money though Chris and I tend to spend my elastic paycheck ten times over in our conversations about nice-to-haves. It may be the status, the fact of having a job and "not just being a stay-at-home mom" (sorry if that sounds horrible). I think it's definitely the excitement of leading a kind of double life--laundry goddess by day, brilliant and charming Spanish professor by night. Whatever compels me to sign on semester after semester despite our busy schedule, one thing is certain--I love teaching college.
College students are incredibly diverse. I teach 19 year olds, 45 year olds and 70 year olds. I teach anyone who wants to learn Spanish for a job, for a degree or just for fun. My students are responsible for themselves. Their presence is voluntary. This is huge. I do not hold their hands or call them to remind them to please do their homework. I do my job and I expect them to do theirs. If they don't, I don't sweat it. While that may sound harsh, in practice, it means that we can have a lot of fun. We sing, we have "café time", we play games and everyone can go right back on task with no problem. Though we have a syllabus and rules of the college, I treat my students like the adults they are and assume the best until something happens to change that. It usually doesn't. Instead, each class grows into a community of learning. We help each other, support each other and laugh a lot. A beautiful thing.
And I suppose that's why I love teaching college.
Didn't sound horrible at all. I get it. :)
ReplyDeleteVery cool! Proud of you!
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